Chapter 5: Of Sodomy and
Psychoanalysis
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The play was a great success
but the audience was a disaster - Oscar Wilde
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I go to the theatre to be
entertained. I don't
want to see rape, sodomy, incest and drug addiction. I can get all of
that at home - Peter Cook
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The curtain at the theatre rose with a swish of
crimson velvet and
an obliging murmur from the crowd. Draco felt a customary shiver of
excitement as the drapes swept open to reveal an elaborately
constructed set, built into the fashion of a Victorian London flat. He
loved the theatre and the air of culture that it seemed to be swathed
in. He had been going for as long as he could remember, sitting in the
dark red seats in his family's private box, his eyes peeking over the
gilt railings to where the actors stood on the stage far below.
Unlike the plebeians below, Draco didn't fidget
or squirm with
boredom, he absorbed every word that issued from the lips of Romeo,
Salome, Banquo and Alceste, loving the way that sentences inked from a
writer's mind made their way into the mouths of others. The perfect
diction, the flawless command of language and the glittering cadence of
the actors' voices formed worlds in Draco's mind where reality paved
the way for pretence and art was created through deception and guile.
He had been spellbound from his very first outing
and since then had
learned to listen between the lines of script, deciphering the secrets
of the writer from their characters. He watched the play as the writer
intended, the myriad of realms opening out before him and offering him
a night's freedom from the starched expectations of upper-class
wizarding society. The theatre, somewhat incongruously, was the only
place where Draco could cast aside the elaborate masks he forged around
himself and watch someone else's attempt at pretence. It was a place of
learning and thought, where wit was used like a foil to strip away the
airs of the audience.
They had wonderful seats, right at the front of
one of the side
boxes, with no more than their four red velvet chairs in there. The
theatre itself was gloriously old-fashioned, with gilt railings, faded
vines stretching across the ceiling, and everything damasked in a deep
crimson.
Next to him, Draco felt Harry shift, and tug
uncomfortably at his
collar. Draco could tell he hated being so dressed up, and was
decidedly ill at ease. Privately, he thought Harry looked much better
when he dressed smartly, and Draco had made him take a comb to his hair
and try to tame it further.
On the other side of him, Hermione sat with Sean.
She looked
positively radiant tonight, dressed in a simple silk gown of midnight
blue, with a simple chain of diamonds strung about her neck. Draco had
even deigned to compliment her on her appearance and Hermione, who knew
what an effort it must have cost him, had smiled winningly, her face
glowing with pleasure.
She had many visual values, and more so than
Sean, although he was
handsome too, in his own way. A moment's consideration was all it took
for Draco to understand that their match was one based on something
more than a physical attraction. There was a noticeable empathy between
them that stemmed from complete trust, love and devotion to each other.
What Draco wouldn't give to have that one day. To have that strength of
feeling for someone else.
With only a moment's hesitation he laid one hand
fleetingly atop
Harry's and felt him relax slightly by his side. They settled back in
their chairs, eager for a night's culture. As the lights dimmed, and
the first characters strode purposefully onto the stage, Draco felt
content at last.
*~*~*~*~*~*
Some time later, the interval came in a storm of
clapping and
cheering. The curtain swung down, and the theatre was once more
illuminated into life. The audience began to stir, taking advantage of
the half hour they had to grab refreshment. Hermione leaned over and
touched his arm.
"Sean and I are going to get a drink from the
bar," she said. "We'll be back in a bit." Draco nodded.
"Ok," he said. He glanced at Harry who was
looking over the balcony
with a mild interest, watching the people move around beneath him. The
flickering lights of the candles sent their gleaming echoes dancing
across Harry's hair, striking a contrast against the jet. Draco watched
as he played with a silver ring in his hands, a nervous gesture he had
recently acquired, and wondered if Harry felt a bit out of place here.
"So," he asked, "what do you think so far?" Harry
turned and smiled at him.
"Inescapably confusing," he said, rubbing his
eyes, and Draco felt a
twinge of sympathy for his situation, for it was evident that he felt
uncomfortable.
"What is there to misunderstand?" Draco replied,
his eyes lighting
with enthusiasm. "Ok, apart from the numerous aliases, Victorian slang
and furtive contradictions," he added.
Harry laughed shortly. "Apart from that, it's
great," he said.
"I never tire of this play," Draco mused,
recalling the last time he
had seen it, in London with his father. Somehow it wasn't the same
without listening to someone rant about the evils of homosexuality
during the interval, "and it seems particularly ironic that our future
selves should have arranged to see it," he said thoughtfully, and
Harry's brows knitted.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because of the play's themes," Draco said. "It's
all about the
'masks of manners' that people wear, and the hypocritical masks of
society."
Harry nodded. "Hypocrisy. The English vice," he
said, with a little contempt.
"Yeah," Draco replied, "and Wilde explores the idea of dual identities,
a rather fitting theme considering our current predicament." A troubled
expression flitted across Harry's face for a moment and he bit his lip.
"I should say so," he said, "but I thought the
only element of dual identity was in the use of the alias 'Ernest'."
"No, not at all, but the true depths of it
wouldn't become clear
unless you knew something about Wilde's private life," Draco said,
recalling what his father had talked about on the several occasions he
had sat and watched this play.
"Doubtless you do," Harry grinned again.
"Well, funnily enough, it also strikes a little
close to home,"
Draco said, and cringed as he felt a faint flush rise to his pale
cheeks. "Wilde drops some serious hints about homosexual liaisons
through the dialogue, and as a closeted fag for most of his life, he
was well aware of the dual identities of sexual orientation."
"That is close to home," Harry said
quietly, and there was a
moment of silence between them, but it wasn't discomfiting. "I suppose
it shows that our alter egos are closer to reality than we think."
"Yes, it does," Draco said, and knew that he
hadn't managed to keep
the hint of approbation from his voice. "You're remarkably astute when
the inclination strikes." He said amusedly, perceiving a facet of Harry
that he had thus far been ignorant of.
"A compliment from a Malfoy?" Harry held a hand
to Draco's head, as if checking for a fever. "Has the world stopped
turning?"
"Quite possibly," Draco grinned, despite himself.
"I like the way Wilde presents the aesthete,"
Harry said suddenly, a
true appreciation colouring his voice "so trivial and empty."
"That's irony in itself in its purest form,"
Draco said, raising his
eyebrows and fixing Harry with a look that often sent girls into
quivering heaps on the floor. Predictably, Harry was completely
unaffected.
"How?" he asked.
"Wilde was similar to Algernon in that he
trivialized serious
matters and solemnized trivial ones," he said, having studied the play
from every angle and excited to have someone to share his
interpretations with. "He was an aristocratic hedonist who liked
nothing better than indulging in life's sensual pleasures, and yet he
ridicules this aspect of human life in the play. He displays hypocrisy,
whilst professing a detestation for it."
"I see what you mean, maybe I'm not as
cultureless as you would have me believe," Harry said and Draco rolled
his eyes.
"I highly doubt that," he answered scathingly,
but by the way Harry
was looking amusedly at him, Draco knew that the injected derision did
not have quite the intended effect. Maybe Harry was finally seeing
through him; that was a worrying thought.
"Oh really?" Harry leaned a little closer to him,
eyes dancing. "Did
you, by chance, comprehend the statement he was making about art and
its relationship with beauty?" He asked.
"What statement?" Draco said blankly, knowing
that Harry was likely
to endeavour to prove his own erudite worth as only the Gryffindor
could.
"Despite having never read this play, I know a
little of what Wilde
wrote, or at least, my future self does," Harry said, "and he thought
art's primary relationship should be with beauty, not with reality. Art
should not mirror reality; rather, Wilde has said, it should be
'useless,' in the sense of not serving a social purpose; it is useful
for our appreciation of beauty. Therefore, Algernon's idleness is not
merely laziness, but the product of someone who has cultivated an
esteemed sense of aesthetic uselessness." he nudged Draco's shoulder
with his fist, a wicked look on his face. Draco was impressed by his
construal, and that approval showed clearly on his face. "He's much
like you in that respect. Appreciated solely for his beauty, yet
utterly useless," he said, and Draco was sentient only to the
compliment Harry had paid him.
"Beauty? A compliment from a Potter," he said,
snickering. "How likewise unparalleled."
"Are you impressed by my interpretation?" Harry
asked, expecting
immediate denial, even though he had witnessed the admiration in
Draco's gaze.
"Mildly," Draco said, leaning languidly in his
seat, "but you did
overlook his attempt at criticizing the use of marriage as a social
tool," he said, nudging Harry back.
"Well that situation doesn't quite apply to us,"
Harry said with a
perfectly executed hint of disdain, "and is therefore of little
interest." Draco couldn't help laughing. He had read, loved and laughed
at this play for many years, and yet entering into a philosophical
conversation about it with his father was impossible. There was a
strange sense of compassion forged between him and Harry that had never
existed before, and could only be born of a scholarly understanding
that could not be nurtured within the oppression of Hogwarts.
"I couldn't agree more," Draco said, an
unreadable expression
flickering in his eyes. Harry looked up suddenly, his eyes moving from
the silver ring in his hands to rest on Draco's face. For the briefest
of seconds it looked as if Harry was going to say something. Draco
looked helplessly at his lips, feeling his own mouth grow dry and
wondering vaguely why that was.
"Hey guys." The moment was officially ruined as
both Harry and Draco
jumped as Hermione and Sean returned, glasses in their hands.
"Hey," Harry said, and Draco was faintly
gratified to sense no trace of relief in his voice.
"What have you been doing?" Sean asked, an
insinuating edge to his
voice that invoked an immediate awkwardness in Draco that he couldn't
place. "Hermione told me what she found you two doing in the changing
rooms at Selfridges," he said by way of explanation, and both Harry and
Draco blushed furiously.
"Just talking," Draco said, "about Oscar Wilde's
hidden intentions behind the play."
"Sounds fascinating," Sean said good naturedly,
"and I can't deny I'm not glad to find you both fully clothed."
"Well," Draco made a point of straightening his
tie and running his
hand through his hair in a suave manner that suggested it had recently
been tousled in a moment of passion, "Harry and I don't hang around,"
he said, winking, and Hermione giggled.
"Enjoying yourselves then?" she asked.
"Yeah," Harry said, grateful for the change in
conversation, "these are great seats."
"It's useful knowing the people that run the
place," Sean said,
"even if they are lowly muggles." Everyone looked good-naturedly at
Draco who found himself quite tongue-tied.
"I never...well..." he began, but failed, "ah
screw it," he said. "You're the only decent muggle I know."
"It's so reassuring to know that some things will
never change,"
Harry said, and Hermione shot him a warning look, as if suggesting that
this was not a subject to be entered into.
"Oh look," she said, as the curtains parted
again, "it's starting."
The crowd hushed as one, and the only sounds could be heard from the
various latecomers scurrying back to their seats.
"Ready to continue your dramatic education?"
Draco whispered, his lips unsettlingly close to Harry's ear.
"Bring it on."
*~*~*~*~*~*
Despite his previous misgivings, Harry thoroughly
enjoyed the play.
It was a rare occasion where he found himself able to accurately
interpret hidden meaning behind dialogue, and had spent the duration of
the second part avidly analysing it further.
As the cast came on the stage to take their final
bows, the audience
got to their feet and applauded, and Harry found himself leaning
against the balcony, and clapping hard. He wondered if this was a
routine night out for him and Draco, and whether he was behaving
differently than normal. Such fears were soon assuaged, though, as he
watched Hermione and Sean yelling, "Encore!" with one voice.
As the theatre was run by muggles, it did not
cater for the
transportation needs of wizards and Harry and Draco had to take a
muggle taxi home. Saying goodbye to Hermione and Sean outside the
theatre doors, Harry pulled Draco into the nearest black cab and sank
into the seats.
"I'm exhausted," he said. "Culture is tiring."
"You don't get enough of it," Draco stated,
yawning. The sky had
darkened to an inky black, across which were strung the frail,
glimmering stars that made up the heavens. The yellow glow of
Manchester's many lights made skywatching difficult, but it was
reassuring to see the familiar constellations winking at them through
the tinted windows of the taxi.
They didn't speak much on the way back, and as
soon as they got home, Harry tore off his tie and threw his jacket on
the table.
"That has been driving me mad all night," he
said. "I don't like wearing suits."
"You should get used to it," Draco said. "You can't spend your entire
life in jeans, you know."
"Why not? Jeans are perfectly practical, and can
be dressed up or
down," Harry said loosening his top two buttons and rubbing his neck.
"If you're planning on stripping completely,"
Draco said with a hint of amusement, "please let me know so I can get
out now."
"I just don't like ties," Harry mumbled,
scowling. "You can't tell me you're comfortable in that."
"Why not?" Draco did an exaggerated twirl. "It's nicer than wearing
robes."
"That's right, Malfoy," Harry said with a grin,
"embrace the muggle in you." Now it was Draco's turn to scowl.
"I'm going to bed," he said tiredly. "I don't
want to listen to you harping on about muggles all night."
"Where are you sleeping?" Harry asked, suddenly
looking faintly troubled.
"I get the bed tonight," Draco said firmly. "You
had it last night."
"I'm not going on that sofa," Harry said equally
firmly. "You're skinnier than me and even you fell off."
"I'm not skinny!" Draco said indignantly.
"You're practically a beanpole," Harry replied,
jabbing Draco
pointedly in the ribs, "and I, fortunately, am not, so me on the sofa
is out of the question."
"Sleep in here then," Draco said.
"No, it's cold in here," Harry had a point, the
living room, with it's French windows, was the coldest room in the flat.
"Anyone would think you were trying to
get into bed with me," Draco said slyly, knowing this would rile Harry.
"Don't flatter yourself," Harry snapped. "Look,
you can stick to
your side of the bed, and I'll stick to mine. Merlin knows it's big
enough for the both of us." Before Draco could protest, he had walked
out of the room and padded down the corridor. When Draco had caught up
with him, Harry was pulling his shirt over his head, and the blond
gritted his teeth against the sight of his rippling muscles and taut
waist.
Words left him for the moment, so he set about
disrobing, and, having pulled on some grey pyjamas, climbed into bed.
"Night," said Harry, clambering in next to him,
careful to make sure that no part of them touched.
"Night," Draco said grumpily, a warm
self-awareness creeping into his veins.
*~*~*~*~*~*
The morning dawned bright and clear over the
city, the sharp rays of
the sun bringing life to the grey world and relief to the heavy heart.
The first people up and around were moving slowly through the quiet
streets, reflecting on the stillness of the city at this hour, and the
eeriness of seeing all the shops and bars closed.
Harry woke first, and realised, with some
discomfort, that he and
Draco had rolled closer to each other during the night. Draco was a
tangle of pointed limbs and elbows, his arms crossed over his face and
his knees tucked up to his chest. There was something ultimately
defensive about his position, and Harry wondered if he always slept
like that. Deciding that it was far to early to contemplate such
matters, Harry yawned, slipped out of the bed, and went into the
bathroom.
That night he had been beset by the broken
fragments of his memories
once more. He found that he was able to remember them with considerable
ease, and the more he thought about them, the more clarity they gained,
as though he was tapping into a well of knowledge harboured only by his
future self.
He had dreamt of a time when he must have been in
training as an
Auror. He saw himself in some enormous tuition chamber, with Remus
Lupin, Tonks, Kingsley Shacklebolt and Mad-Eye Moody all throwing hexes
at him. Harry himself had been unarmed, and was using every fibre of
his cunning to dance between the flashing darts of the spells, which
ricocheted off the walls and ceiling. He had been trying to reach a
goal, in this case a silver chalice, and he remembered vividly the
moment when he touched it, turned around, and saw the others all
smiling at him proudly. Harry didn't know if he had ever felt such
elation.
He wondered why he had given up the life of an
Auror when he was
still so young and intact. All the Aurors he knew considered the career
their vocation, and wouldn't have dreamed of leaving the profession if
they still had a few years left in them. He had left, though, and taken
up the undeniably muggle career of writing.
Come to think of it, a lot of his and Draco's
life together smacked
of muggles. Their flat on the very edge of the wizarding quarter, their
abundance of muggle paraphernalia, the lack of anything distinctly
magical about their lives. They still had their wands, of course. Harry
didn't know about Draco, but his was not the one he remembered from his
school days. His new one was much longer and heavier, made of some
sleek, black wood with what seemed like a unicorn hair at the core. He
couldn't help but wonder what had happened to his first wand, and
fervently hoped that his snatches of memory would give him some clues.
Harry could hear Draco stirring from the
bathroom. The blond got up
and rubbed his eyes, wincing against the harsh light of the world
outside.
"I'm hungry," was the first thing he said. Harry
splashed water on
his face to wake himself up more, and walked out of the bathroom.
"I'll see what there is to eat," he said
resignedly.
On inspection in the kitchen, it was revealed
that there wasn't very
much food in the house at all. Draco padded into the kitchen, his
normally pristine hair rumpled and his eyes clouded with tiredness. He
sat on the kitchen worktop, watching Harry rifle through the various
cupboards.
"What is there?" he asked. "Bacon?" he added
hopefully.
"Nope," Harry said. "We've got some mouldy
cheese, some Tabasco,
some peanut butter, and what looks suspiciously like a pineapple
although it has been quite thoroughly squashed by something."
"Great," Draco muttered, "just what I wanted."
"Well how hungry are you?" Harry asked.
"Starving."
"Let's go buy breakfast somewhere, then," Harry
said. "I think
there's a Starbuck's round the corner." The expression of mild
confusion on Draco's face was priceless.
*~*~*~*~*~*
An hour later, Harry and Draco were sitting in
Starbuck's drinking
hot coffee and eating pastries. Harry wondered how it was that Draco
remained so slim even when he could quite easily polish off a Danish, a
croissant, and a muffin in one sitting.
"What?" Draco asked, noticing Harry looking at
him.
"Nothing," Harry sighed.
"Did you dream again last night?"
"Yeah," Harry took a sip of coffee, "you?"
"Travelling again," Draco said. "I think I was
somewhere near Egypt, judging by the pyramids."
"You really get around, don't you?" Harry asked
with a slight smile. Predictably, Draco swatted him on the arm.
"At least I was doing something with my life," he
said, a glint in his eye.
"Hey," Harry protested, "I was doing something
too, you know. I was
in Auror training, passing with flying colours, I might add."
"So why aren't you an Auror now?" Draco asked.
"I don't know, do I?" said Harry, more snappishly
than he'd intended. "Why aren't you still hunting dragons?"
"I feel as though I fulfilled all my life aims,"
Draco said haughtily.
"How would you know?" Harry asked. "You had one
dream about dragons and you assume that you've fulfilled every
ambition."
"I shall not dignify that with a response," Draco
said, taking a sip of coffee.
"Technically you just did," Harry replied with a
smile; Draco threw him a withering look.
"Do you have to be such an arse all the time?" he
asked.
"What can I say?" Harry shrugged appealingly.
"Force of habit." They
sat quietly for a moment, watching the people walk past the windows,
feeling strangely isolated in the mass of grey. Stiletto'd women
clacked unsteadily, whilst men with leather briefcases glanced
importantly at their watches, letting everyone know that they had
somewhere to be. They were a sea of pinstriped suits, sombre
expressions, drab colours and self-importance. Even the people in
Starbuck's were all absorbed in their newspapers, their files from the
office or their letters. They drank neat caffeine from paper cups,
pretending they liked the taste, hoping this meant that they were
living their life on the fast track.
Draco and Harry, like lone beacons of colour,
brought a sense of
peace and idleness to what was a bustling world. Draco picked
unenthusiastically at a flake of pastry.
"I'm still hungry," he mused, and Harry looked up.
"And yet you're stick insect," he said. "I would
have thought you'd
be more careful about what you put in your mouth." Draco stared at him
for a moment, looking mildly amused, while Harry cringed as he ran over
what he just said. "I really just said that, didn't I?" he asked and
Draco snickered.
"Yeah, you did," he said. "I would have thought
you, of all people,
know exactly what goes in my mouth." He glanced surreptitiously to
Harry's groin to get his meaning across and Harry felt himself blush.
"Blond moment," he said, "my apologies."
"Why do you discriminate against blonds?" Draco
asked in mock offence. "What have they ever done to you?"
"You, as a blond, have never missed an
opportunity to hex me," Harry
pointed out, "and I'm afraid you've prejudiced me against all of them."
"Fair enough," Draco said. "I'm just saying you
shouldn't be so biased against blonds."
"I'm not," Harry said. "I'm biased against you."
"But I'm so pretty," Draco feigned a whining
voice, and Harry smacked him on the side of the head with his newspaper.
"You're also in a weird mood," he said, finishing
his drink.
"Forgive me for being cheerful," Draco said, "I
would have thought a
little optimism would be just what we needed in such a dilemma."
"Sorry," Harry said, without thinking, "I'm just
tired." Draco
mumbled something about sharing beds being uncomfortable but Harry
ignored him. "We should go," he said. "There's a woman hopping up and
down at the counter waiting for us to vacate these seats."
*~*~*~*~*~*
They hadn't been back for longer than ten minutes
when, without
warning, an enormous green fire shot up in the otherwise empty grate.
Both Harry and Draco jumped in surprise as Hermione shot out of the
fireplace and straightened up, brushing soot of her clothes.
"Hello," she said, slightly distractedly, "Still
alive then?"
"Unfortunately," Harry said, rubbing a smudge of
soot off Hermione's cheek. She looked at him sympathetically,
"Don't worry," she said. "I've come to see if you
want to come with
me to the library, maybe look for something that could help get you
home."
"At last!" Draco said enthusiastically. "Let's
go!"
"Hang on a minute," Hermione laughed. "I've just
got here, let me get my breath back."
Draco looked impatient. "I just want to find a
spell and get home,"
he said. "I dread to think of all the gossip I'm missing out on by
being here."
"I could probably tell you all the major stuff,"
Hermione said. "In
your time, has that Slytherin Morag MacDougal got pregnant yet?" The
looks of surprised interest on both of their faces affirmed the
negative.
"Er... No," Draco said. "So Maggie gets
pregnant, eh? Tut, tut, she's only just sixteen."
"You might be missing that scandal," said
Hermione, "but at least
neither of you will be under suspicion of being the father. If I
remember correctly, Mr MacDougal stormed up to the school and started
hexing every boy that ever looked at her."
"Who is the father?" Draco asked curiously.
"Blaise Zabini, I think," said Hermione, thinking
hard. "No-one was ever sure."
"Ha!" Draco rolled off the sofa in glee. "I knew
he'd knock someone up before school ended!"
"Yeah, well," Hermione said, smiling, "it was
quite the scandal for a while."
"Scandal is just gossip made tedious by
morality," Draco said, his eyes still gleeful over the fates of his
friends.
"I hope we don't miss too much work," Harry said,
a worrying thought suddenly striking him.
"Yeah, you're not the sharpest tool in the shed,"
Draco said scathingly.
"I wouldn't worry," Hermione reassured them. "If
we find something quickly enough, you should be able to return before
long."
"I hope so," Harry said, sounding wistful. "The
future is weird."
"So let's go," Draco said, getting to his feet
again and pulling Hermione up.
"Ok," she said resignedly, allowing Draco to
chivvy her over to the
fireplace. She found a pot of glittering powder on the mantle-piece,
flung a handful into the grate, stepped in and shouted, "Peterson
Library!"
*~*~*~*~*~*
Hermione's library was absolutely huge.
She stood, waiting for them, as Harry and Draco
shot out of the
fireplace and stood up, coughing from the dust. They looked around and
were immediately struck with a sense of awe.
"This is amazing," Harry breathed.
"This is better than the one at Malfoy Manor,"
said Draco, considerably impressed. "Way to go, Hermione."
"Glad you like it," Hermione was beaming, and it
was evident that
this room was her pride and joy. It was formed on two levels, with
sweeping wooden stairs leading up to the next tier, which overlooked
them, books densely packed onto shelves. On the lower level was a desk,
two armchairs, and a bearskin rug, all surrounded by thousands of
books, piled onto shelves and into bookcases. They spilled over tables,
were stacked in untidy heaps on the floor, and were scattered around
the room, there clearly being too many to accommodate with shelves.
The entire room smelt of learning. It wasn't just
the books,
Hermione had globes, a collection of ancient swords hanging on the
wall, tapestries depicting the constellations at night, and on the desk
sat a skull wearing a top hat. The windows were high, gothic arches and
they opened out to reveal a wide lawn finishing in a lake.
"Where are we?" Harry asked. "I thought you said
you lived a couple of streets from us. This is definitely not
Manchester."
"No," Hermione said, "it's Oxford. Sean and I
have a country house
which he inherited last year, but I only ever really come here for the
library."
"It's beautiful," Draco said, examining the
collection of swords. "Some of these are really rare."
"Sean has a passion for them," Hermione shrugged.
"He's been gathering them for years."
"I'm sure we'll find something here," Harry said,
his heart rising
with certainty. "There are so many books, it would be impossible not
to."
"I brought down a couple which might be useful." Hermione motioned to
the pile on the floor. Harry noticed titles like Moste Potente
Potions, and Liber de Proprietatibus Rerum. He moved over
to them and picked up a book at random.
"What are we looking for exactly?" he asked.
"Something related to the Pertho Draught," said
Draco, "or any
divination potion involving runes. There must be something about a
reversal somewhere."
"Do you want to go up there?" Hermione pointed to
the upper level.
"There are lots of potions books on the back shelf. Harry and I will go
through this pile."
"Ok," with a sense of determination, Draco made
his way up the
wooden stairs, pulled a book at random off the shelf, and sat against
the wall with it in his lap.
"Do you really think there'll be an antidote of
sorts?" Harry asked Hermione in an undertone.
"I think so," she said, her brow furrowed. "I'm
sure that we'll find something that will enable you to switch bodies
again."
"Do you think our future selves are awake in our
past bodies?" Harry asked curiously.
"I shouldn't think so," said Hermione, "I've
studied some of the
related potions, and it's more than likely that you will be trapped in
some enchanted sleep."
"Like a coma?" Harry's mouth dropped open.
"Similar," Hermione looked up and smiled. "Don't
worry, Professor
Snape will have realised what's happened," she said. "He'll stave off
Madam Pomfrey."
"It's not that..." Harry said, looking troubled.
"I just don't like
the idea of skipping a chunk out of school because I'm asleep."
"You've only spent a couple of days here,"
Hermione reminded him.
"It seems like much longer."
"How are you getting on?" Hermione asked. "I know
there hasn't
really been time to fill you in on everything you should know, but you
seem to be doing ok."
"It's exhausting," Harry said, flicking through
the crumbly pages of
a book. "It's so draining just trying to remember everything, and be
someone I'm not."
"But this is who you are," Hermione said,
her eyes sweeping over him in her patented searching gaze. "This is who
you grow to be."
"It's such a surprise," Harry commented, "I would
never have pictured this to be my life."
"You mean Draco?" Hermione glanced up at the
blond, who hadn't been listening.
"Yeah, I guess," Harry said. "I just can't
understand it."
"I suppose the intensity was always there,"
Hermione said sagely,
"even when we were at school, it was Draco's insults that always got
under your skin, Draco who always provoked you, Draco who made school
interesting."
"Voldemort makes school interesting,"
Harry replied with a sigh. "Draco is just a pest."
"But he's one you can't ignore," Hermione pointed
out, shoving Harry in the shoulder.
"As much as I try," Harry said.
"He's changed a lot since school," said Hermione.
"Hmm," Harry said, looking up at Draco. "He's got
prettier, and less pointy."
"Been studying him a lot, have you?" Hermione
asked with a twinkle in her eye. Harry flushed for some unknown reason.
"No," he said quickly, "but it's just obvious."
Hermione's smile was
maddening, and Harry looked at her witheringly. "Stop that," he said.
"We're the teenagers that hate each other, remember?"
"I know the adults," Hermione said, "and any
hatred between you two vanished years ago."
"Talking about me?" Harry spun his head round so
fast it almost
cricked. Draco was standing behind him, looking smug about something.
"Yeah," Harry said, turning back to his book,
feeling his face heat up.
"I wondered if you had the companion book to
this?" He held up a dusty tome called 'Ethnobotany: What it is and
how you can make it work for you'.
"It's on the second shelf," Hermione said,
pointing over Harry's shoulder. Draco flashed her a smile and went to
look.
"Let's change the subject," Harry said, looking
down at the book he
had been thumbing through. The pages were cracked, and very old. He
could see why Hermione thought it might be useful, the spells and
recipes inside it were all related to runes and their uses. His eyes
skimmed over a drawing inked in blood red, depicting a woman with
spiders crawling out of her mouth, apparently one of the effects of the
dreaded Arachnia Serum.
Harry sighed. "This is going to be a really long
day."
Research had never been his strong point, which
was one of the
reasons he had valued Hermione so much, and he did not relish the idea
of spending hours poring over volume after volume of tedious text. He
didn't share Hermione's passion for ancient books, or for potions that
had been banned since the goblin rights legislation had been passed.
Only the knowledge that something he found might
help send them home
was enough to drive Harry to coax his tired eyes into working, and
force his brain into concentration. All he could think as he scanned
each page was, there'll be something in the next one, a potion to
send us home, it'll be in the next one.
It wasn't though. Harry's hands turned over
hundreds of spells for
everything imaginable, but there was very little that looked like it
might be useful, and very little that actually looked legal.
"Where did you get some of this stuff?" Harry
asked, looking at yet
another graphic picture. "There is no way these spells are still in
operation."
"They're interesting," Hermione said, shrugging,
and threw down the
book she was holding. "This is the last one," she sighed, and looked
around the rest of the library. "Don't get disheartened," she added,
"there're over four thousand books here. These are just the ones I
thought might be useful." She nodded towards Draco. "Go see if he's
found anything."
Harry uncoiled himself from his uncomfortable
position on the floor
and stretched like a cat. His legs felt uncomfortably cramped, and his
muscles had seized up from sitting still for so long. He had kicked off
his shoes an hour ago, and now padded softly up the stairs.
"Malfoy?" Harry asked, jerking Draco out of his
reverie. He was
sitting on a rug, leaning against a wall, a massive book resting on his
knees.
"You gave me a fright, Potter," he said,
scowling. Evidently he disliked research as much as Harry did.
"Sorry," Harry knelt down beside him and peered
at the page he was studying, "anything here?" he asked.
"Nope," Draco yawned, "and I've gone through more
books than I care
to think about. I am going to die a book-related death, I can feel it.
If I ever see a potion to grow nose hair again, it'll be too soon."
"Who on earth would want to do that?" Harry
asked, lifting the heavy book off Draco's lap and closing it.
"I think we should call it a day," he said, and
Draco looked at him with something akin to gratitude.
"Ok," he said, and they stood up.
"Hermione?" Harry called. "Can we come back
tomorrow? We're beat." Hermione looked up from where she was sitting.
"Sure," she said, and glanced at her watch. "I've
got to go to work in a bit, anyway."
"Where are you going?" Harry asked curiously, as
they descended the stairs.
"The Ministry," Hermione said. "I work in the
Spell Development Office." Draco looked suddenly interested.
"My father worked there for a while," he said.
"I know," replied Hermione with a hint of
sadness. "It's where he developed his own variety of Dark Curse." Draco
looked away.
"Let's go," Harry said, propelling Draco forward
to the fireplace. "We'll come back tomorrow and keep looking."
"That's fine," said Hermione. "Come whenever you
want. Just don't make a mess."
"Thanks," Harry couldn't keep a note of
disappointment from his
voice. How long would it take to find a spell to send them home? He had
hoped to come across something today, but he could find no reference to
the Pertho Draught or any possible reversal. Picking up a handful of
glittering floo powder, he dropped it into the fireplace, stepped into
the emerald flame, and shouted,
"Flat 309, Deansgate."
The library dissolved before his eyes. He could
feel Draco next to
him, the blond brushing against his arm as they were hurtled through
the floo network. Tentatively, Harry slipped an arm around his waist
and held on tight.
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